I’m sick of living a lie.
Sick of pretending I know what I’m doing.
This is hard now that I try.
But I want to live my life wholly for Him.

I’m too afraid to admit.
That I’m unsure of my life.
And now all sins I’d commit.
Resurface in my mind.

My heart is breaking fast.
And I’m falling to the ground.
I hope a change can last.
‘Cause I’m sick of how I feel.

Always questioning my thoughts.
Not too sure of who I am.
Am I saved or am I not?
I’m not so sure I know.

It kills me when I ask.
But it’s something I must know.
It’s a safe and simple task.
But it hurts my heart inside.

I”m broken as I cry.
I’m nothing on my own.
I know I want to try.
But I’m scared of letting go.

Tears are falling from my eyes.
My stomach aches as if I’m sick.
I’m tired of telling lies…
But I’m so afraid of truth.


About Robin Elizabeth

My name is Robin Elizabeth and I'm 21. I do not create with my own ability, but with the gift God has given me.

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